“… He has told you almost everything…
“I just can say the same but using other words…
“My grandfather, after the death of his only son, My father, began controlling people in a very strict way. He wanted to save the faith and ancient traditions of Russians, but his control almost turned into a new bondage for us, since he did not allow us to help those who were not from our clan, who professed another faith; he did not allow us even to come close to villages.
“We began to live worrying about ourselves too much, hiding in the forests.
“… Once I heard an appeal for help, addressed to the Father-Svarog. The call was so strong that I thought: probably someone of Great Spirit was in trouble. I came to the grandfather, but he did not allow Me to go, saying:
‘There are none of our people there and cannot be! Sit still, otherwise we all will get into trouble!’
“But I disobeyed the grandfather. When all fell asleep, I went to the call which shone like bright light in the night.
“It was easy for Me to find that village and that hut from which the call was coming. Having entered the room, I became afraid for a second, glimpsing monastic clothes…
“Then I looked closer and saw a miracle: it was indeed a priest, but the power and Bright Light was flowing through His arms: as if He tried to heal as we do, but did not know what He was doing…
“I asked Him to leave… And I healed the boy… When I came out, I saw Him in the inner porch… I have never seen a face of such beauty: curly light hair falling to shoulders, a light gentle beard, refined features; He was very young… His name was Alexey…
“When I came back, the grandfather was angry. He knitted his brows and kept silence… I bowed and said:
‘Grandfather, I have never seen a heart shining so brightly in the soul of a man before; I have never seen such purity and power! Allow Me to speak with this man…’
“The grandfather prohibited:
‘Do not dare disobey! You are like your father!
“I saw how he feared for Me and obeyed, but God Himself decided what will be.
“Our people mistook Alexey for an eavesdropper and brought Him to the grandfather.
“The grandfather and elders listened to Him for a long time about Christianity, about the life of Jesus, about His Teachings… And Jesus was here, filling the space around with the Light…
“Then the grandfather gave in and said:
‘There is no escaping fate… Do as You wish! If He asks to learn — teach Him! But do not cry afterwards!’
“It was easy and joyous to teach Alexey. It was as if I took off dark clothes from Him, and shining purity opened… It seemed to Me that I was freeing a fettered bird… It was enough to take the fetters off, and He spread His wings easily and freely, and nothing could impede His strong flight any more.
“Admittedly, I had one problem with Him… I fell in love with Him with all My heart from the first moment when I saw Him… I knew that He also loved Me, that there was nothing in Our love but only the purity of two souls, united in a marriage by the Love of Svarog… But Alexey considered earthly love as a ‘sin’ until Jesus Himself told Alexey that intimacy between a man and a woman united by the cordial love in front of the Heavenly Father is pure…
“However, Our earthly happiness did not last long…
“I had already known the Abode of Svarog, but He was only beginning to cognize it…
“Nevertheless, I learned a lot from Alexey…
“I learned to aspire with great love to the Heavenly Father! I learned His burning desire to help all people… I had never met such an ardent heart shining with the light of love!
“Only when I began teaching Alexey, I Myself for the first time really experienced the Power of Svarog Which could be manifested through Me to another. I Myself straightened up, having cognized His Love to His children.
“I understood Alexey’s desire to help all people… At that time, He had already intended to do a great undertaking: to change the foundations of the strict faith in Russia, to make it so that everyone can address God with love, that horrible fires would not burn, that tears would not be shed in Russia anymore…
“And at that time I also realized how it is difficult to cognize God-the-Father, to approach Him, and to merge with Him without necessary knowledge and methods. I had them from My birth and did not realize the great importance of what I had. When I saw the aspiration of Alexey to the Father, I understood how this knowledge is necessary for seekers…
“Soon time came for our clan to leave and for Me to part with Alexey. I did not tell Him that I would give birth to Our child… Even without this, the parting was too hard for Him… But He could not give up the intended undertaking for the sake of His own happiness. I only asked Him to find us if He survived…
“… Our son was born.
“My grandfather was very pleased and said:
‘It is good that it happened as you wanted, granddaughter: Svarog sent a Great Soul into the body of the boy!’
“… When the grandfather left his body, I led the life of the community organizing it in a different manner. I began creating a spiritual school from our withering community in order to give people and Our son an opportunity to cognize the Straight Path to the Father-Svarog.
“I knew that the future of souls on the Earth depended on Me, that everyone knowing must make a contribution: each one as much as one could. We must not leave the Earth as it is! It must not happen that on the Earth there will be no Children of Svarog Who can show the Path to people!
“I knew from Alexey the scriptures of Christians and the disputes between the ‘old’ and ‘new’ faiths. And I could speak to people with the words of Jesus.
“I began seeking those who were ready to hear the words of God and wanted to change their lives… I began looking in villages and in the communities of the Old Believers for the souls who aspired to God not only with words. I began teaching those who aspired to the Father with all the soul. I did not find many and did not do a lot, but I did not allow that the straight road to the Father was overgrown and forgotten!
“… I went to the Home of the Father-Svarog, but the Sun of Our Son Eremey rose, as the Sun of Svarog, above the earth! He recreated the School of Soul; He did what I tried to start…”
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“I am very glad for you! I help you all of the time! I suggest that you place in yourselves that sun which shines in Me. The one who abides in Me — becomes My Soul and gains life in Me!
“I suggest that you, too, use My pink Sun — to avoid the world of sorrow. The one who turns by the soul into the Joy of Rada — forever settles in Me! From this stage only one step remains to the Abode of the Creator!
“It is very easy to settle in the world of God if you have joy in the soul! Sorrow, depression, hatred are for hell. But calm, quiet, flowing love, love-happiness of communication with Me, with living nature is the Path which I sought and traversed. By this Path I have led very many people!
“One has to use this stage — especially among those ontogenetically young, including children — the ability to live in the joy of the light of My Sun!
“I suggest that those who begin their Path to Me settle in this tender pink Light and stretch the arms of the soul from this Light.
“Help souls settle in Me — and I will guide worthy ones to the Abode of the Creator!
“Recall Me at least every Sunday and then the entire week I will be with you!”
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“I would like to tell also about little children of pre-school age. Adults have to change their attitude towards such children!
“Little children are a source of joy and happiness! Almost all of them come to this world as souls similar to blank pages: to begin creating anew their lives on the Path to Light! And it is adults that begin to “write” children’s destinies by introducing into them the seeds of either good or bad qualities!
“When a soul comes to the Earth (is incarnated), it is difficult for the soul to become used to a small child’s body, to its limited material and mental abilities. The soul has to master relationships with the outer world through intermediates: through adults and peers, who surround the baby. The soul anyway absorbs everything — both good and bad: on this stage of development children are not capable of discerning them.
“It is the seeds of good that adults have to introduce into children souls! It is very easy to do — in early age by addressing the soul, the consciousness of the child — without using an intermediate: the manas of the body. The effectiveness of such education is very high, but adults themselves have to be in the state of love, otherwise the result will be the opposite.
“It is very important to exclude from relationships with children the ways of educating them which use only the commands like: ‘it is not allowed!’, ‘do not go!’, ‘do not touch it!’, etc. One necessarily has to explain to the child why it is allowed and why not. Then the child develops the ability to think rather than to react primitively to the commands of adults.
“Adults think that they know better than children, but this is not necessarily always true. Adults have to observe more attentively the behavior and reactions of children in different situations before trying to educate them. And then adults can avoid making many mistakes which are harmful to children.”